Get Mad,Get Over It

唉

2011-08-31T14:22:00.000-07:00

这种生活真的

委屈死了

原来

最难挨

的

感觉

就

是

受委屈

。

always

2011-07-14T03:50:00.000-07:00

I am back on blogging,

for myself,

just to speak to myself more often.

Not many flourish languages,

not many extravagant usage of vocabs,

just simple lines....

Something that hasn't changed since young,

I always question myself,

where am I from? Why am I here? Who am I?

why am I doing this? Why I have to do this?

Why am I a human? and such...

I know it sounds silly but don't you ever wonder why?

I do wonder why...

But I am not going to spend my days on asking or seeking the reason behind it..

I will be missing out so many other beautiful happenings in my life..

I presumed that is what life supposed to be?

You can never predict what it is going to happen?

I am a planner.

I planned everything in advance...

this is the main reason why I am always exhausted....

I am always disappointed when things don't live up to my expectations...

I am always eyeing on another opportunity before I managed to grip the current firmly..

Hence I am always juggling on so many things...

I am just tooo scare...or fear of unpredictability..

as all I want is a stable life...

I once heard an old woman said:

" life can never be too stable, if it is too stable, that won't be a life..."

well, I kinda adapted a whole new meaning of looking at matters..

stop getting soooo uptight on every single thing...

Good news,

I am back on reading storybooks.

For once I am reading something non-academic or law related.

It brought me back to those olden days,

brought me back to the old me...

Have been listening to this song quite a lot lately...

love it <3

累了

2011-07-09T14:08:00.001-07:00

累了

真的累了

想家了

真的想家了

哭了

放弃了

每天茫茫碌碌地过生活

是为了什么？

到头来

白忙一场。。

长大了

长大真的不好玩。。

肩膀硬了

扛上越来越多的负担

有人明白吗？

好怀念好怀念

小时候

简简单单的要求

就可以把妈妈逗开心

做一张母亲节卡

就可以让妈妈开心得不得了。。

长大了

母亲节卡

的意义不同了。。

一生中最大的心愿

就是让妈妈开开心心

所以我要很努力

很努力

的

变成功

好让妈妈有好日子过。。。

可是真的很不简单。。

跌倒了再爬起来。。。

已经不知道跌了多少次了。。

已经遍体鳞伤了。。

真的跌得累了。。

每次累了。。

想着妈妈。。

就会振作起来。。

想着

不能倒啊。。

你是弟妹的榜样。。

妈妈往后的好日子

都靠我们三人。。

唉。。

该回家了。。

可是为了前途。。

往往有做不完的工作。。

想妈妈了。。

真的很想很想妈妈了。。

我很想你

为了你

为了弟弟

为了妹妹

为了家

我会努力。。

唉

又哭了

真没用

。。。

Ingrid Michaelson "The Chain" (Lyrics)

2011-04-09T13:15:00.000-07:00

Mountain And the Sea Ingrid Michaelson

2011-04-09T13:11:00.000-07:00

recognition

2011-03-11T09:18:00.000-08:00

Sometimes, I do wonder why I have to explain and defend so much?
As if anyone care?

Why do I have to work so hard?
As if anyone bother?

At the end of the day, I am chasing after my own tail,
the whole thing is so pointless,
as I am working beneath my own shadow..

I think that is only one thing I am striving for..

recognition.

yellow

2010-05-16T02:40:00.000-07:00

家

2010-05-12T14:39:00.000-07:00

最近上演了一部电视剧，

叫饭团之家，

一点都不偶像，

可是，

格外的温馨。

让我，

突然好想

家。

๑۩۞۩๑

我的家，

与漫画童话的家，

差十千万里，

但，

在这世上，

有多少人，

真的是活在

童话里啊？

无论你的家是怎样，

家，

还是家。

好想家哦！

但我与家人相隔两地。

不对，

是三地。

๑۩۞۩๑

老弟阿，

你想家吗？

想念妈咪的唠叨吗？

想念DOOBY味的客厅吗？

想念我们那个很‘挑战’的厕所吗？

♥

卤蛋阿，

你想念我吗？

想念我们一起背着妈咪

偷偷挨夜的日子吗？

你要想哦！

因为我好想好想你！！

想家的话，

就算四海分隔，

还是一家。

♥

想念你们

的

我

。

recurrence

2010-05-05T15:28:00.000-07:00

I never learn.

I repeated

the

EXACT

same mistake

like I did

in

my previous post.

Just,

Worse.

:(

Ms. Nice?!

2010-03-02T12:03:00.000-08:00

Sometimes,

being nice doesn't mean being right.

When someone seek for your help,

you will think that,

yeah, she needs my help.

I am going to try my best to help her.

For that

you can ditch your bf, your time,

your work or whatever you are busy with,

start to plan what to do,

to help her,

just because she ASKED for your help.

Then, she might just call off her plan/

doesn't need your help/assistance any more,

not even a notice,

she just turned away and walked off.

Just like that,

like a snap of finger,

doesn't even have the considerations

of how much hassles you have been through,

not even a notification that she doesn't need your help,

don't even mention the word 'Thank you'

from this

ungrateful person.

That's the time you feel used.

you feel you were wasting your time.

you feel you were a fool,

you feel you....

were...

the most idiotic person in the world.

Then,

you learnt.

you learned to be more cautious next time,

you learned to help the right person,

you learned not to be a fool.

as well as

learned to be less enthusiastic in helping someone!

How sad that can be?!

Well,

In my case,

I will still treasure whoever that treat me nice,

for those who are two-faced, backstabber,

bitchy, egoistic + self-centered person,

too bad,

you messed with the wrong person.

My policy of life is,

if you treat me well,

I will treat you 4 times better.

If you treat me bad,

I will give you back whatever you have done,

10 times worse.

Get it?!

Ms Nice can be Ms Nasty,

have your choice!

To Ms. *****,

from now on,

don't feel surprised,

whenever you need my help,

I will either be busy or away,

stop taking my kindness for granted,

and trashed it!

-the end-

We learn, don't we?!

ღ

2010-02-21T12:53:00.000-08:00

Let's dream

ღ

Highlights Jan & Feb

2010-02-07T15:26:00.000-08:00

Happy ♥ moments

Exam is over.

Shanghai Night's treat

SASA parcel arrived from HK.

Tea time!

Patisserie Valerie's..

♔♔♔

Happy ♥ character

Smelly Meatball

London trip with the adorable Adelina.

Mischievous Angeline paid me a visit.

♔♔♔

Last but not least,

my

Happy ♥ find,

Apple yogurt flavour pocky!

***

♚

Happiness

can be

that

simple.

♥

Smile :)

2010-02-06T04:23:00.000-08:00

Smile

Like this,

particularly.

What type of couple you are?

2010-01-31T13:34:00.000-08:00

is valentine,

so,

what type of couple you are?

ღ

There are some categories that suprisingly
widely recognized by society.

Find out which category you are in:
(exciting isn't it?!!!)

♥

Young guy + Old woman:

The guy is braising/cooking OLD root.
(Chinese saying)
paedophile

Young woman + Old guy:

The woman is chewing/eating YOUNG grass.
(Chinese saying)
paedophile

Guy +
woman who are more outspoken n stronger in opinions & decision makings

The guy is the fierce woman dish, balless guy, gutless..SOFT?

Woman+
guy who are more dominating in a relationship

The woman is a love slave, coward, cheap(for not being able to make decision)

Caucasian guy + Asian woman

The guy is having yellow fetish.

Asian woman + Caucasian guy

SPG(Singapore), western food girl(Taiwan)

Diff race guy + Diff race woman

Generally recognized that they are unwanted from their own race guy/woman,
therefore they went for someone who are not from the same race.

Guy + Guy

Gay are generally unrecognized.

Woman + Woman

Lesbian are generally unrecognized.

.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.

Normal guy + Normal woman
(date ppl from the same race, right age group, doing right job, positive overall)

THEY ARE NON-ATTRACTIVE, BORING COUPLE.
(thats why they are staying together so long,
cause both have no other people drooling over them)
*The same applies to single woman/guy out there*

**************

Offended?

I am just stating out few examples that people around you
have been gossiping about.

No matter how in love you are with someone,
others still judged you in their own weird way,
and categorized,
then started to
discriminate.
Just for the sake of
proving and making themselves
feel like they are the best/
in the best relationship/have the best partner
but
ironically
they are in one of those categories too.

In another 2 weeks time will be valentine day,
florists, gift shops, jewellery shops, restaurants
will be doing their very best
to commercialise
this SPECIAL day.

Couple who fell in those sweet traps,
will be a joke of others,
saying how foolish they are
spending shit loads of money
for some Vday.

There will be some open exhibition
of couples in restaurants,
parks , cinemas, malls
holding big bouquet of flower,
head over heels in love
with the partner.

Then,
thats the best time of the year to categorise them
whether they are eating young grass, SPG....

So?!

ARE YOU STILL LOOKING FORWARD
FOR YOUR VDAY?

ღ

At least I do, In fact I fell in all of the categories above!!!:P

IGNORE THE RUBBISH AND ENJOY!!!

~Treat your love one!~

Happy V Day

ღ

我会的。。

2010-01-13T15:01:00.000-08:00

我会的。。

当得了

你们的女儿，

你们的姐姐，

我就会好好的。。

坚持下去。。

再难，

我也拼了！

想念你们

的

我

♥

thought of the day

2010-01-12T16:28:00.000-08:00

cheers

♥

2010 updates

2010-01-08T13:52:00.000-08:00

Some updates of me before I buried myself in piles of law cases,
I have been slacking a lot in blog...
:p

So, is 2010!!!
AHA!!! Another year....
To be honest, I wasn't really looking forward to it,
maybe because I felt I did not really make the fullest of 2009 yet...
I was depressed for few days
after the new year celebration,
although I did enjoy the christmas & eve.
Still,
life goes on,
we need to move on,
I sort of cleared my mind out,
and,
that is,
bring it on, 2010!!!

I know I might be a bit too late to update about this,
Still,
I want to say,
I ♥ Avatar!!!
Gosh, maniacally!!!
Therefore, I decided to be part of the avatar frenzy.
I avatarized myself, meatball & potter!!!

ME!!!
With no nose bridge,
made it extremely odd.
LOL

Meatball
which me & potter thought
he looks the best in Na'vi form.
Even looks like one of the people!
Maybe the avatarise thing
only created specially
for angmoh features!!!
racist!
LOL

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Last but not least,
Potter!!!
Class!

LOL.
Trust me the picture I used to generate it
is one of her best.
Something wrong in
converting the colour
which made her chin & mouth
humanish!!!

However,
I did not give up,
since she has sharp feature,
(at least has a nose bridge)
avatar picture should looks even better.
I spent lot of efforts,
and
this is what I got
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*
*
*
*
*
*
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LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL

EVEN WORSE!
She said she looks like
pontianak harum sundal malam.
and
I gave up
eventually.
:)

Next,
another thing I am addicted with is UNO!!!
IN FACEBOOK!
hehe, today managed to ajak Potter, Meatball & Jason to play together.
It was fun and exciting!
Love the joy of drawing other people,
and and and
Most important of all!!!
I WON !!!
Well potter won 1st 2 game,
and I won 4 in a row!

Some screenshots:

The background colour change
as the card changed.
This game was the beginning of my luck!

HAHAHAHA
Look at this,
potter had 10 cards,
Jason had 8,
Meatball had 5,
I only had 4!!
Eventually,
potter kept drawing meatball,
he ended up with 13 cards!
So,
I won!
My first winning game,
and it followed up with 3 truimph!!
*blow the trumpet of victory*

Okay, thats it for now!
I updated myself more frequent in twitter since I got a BB.
Follow me, if you want to know my latest update!

My twitter

Two more days,
I will be back in Bristol,
and will be a marathon of exams,
then another week of holiday!

See ya for now!

Xx

One more to go~

2009-12-11T14:02:00.000-08:00

YEAP, one more coursework then I am done!
Done, done, done...
WEE~~~

LOL, can tell I am being boh liao and blog,
my family must be enjoying their life in Taiwan,
when I am stuck here with a smelly meatball ranting about his coursework,
and I am surrounded with papers/books/notes for coursework as well,
oh What a life!

While I was doing my work,
happened to talk to slut slut,
that slut desperately want a BB.
At the same time,
I desperately want a contract,
I had enough of mobile topping up,
cost me more on everything!
Get a contract that comes with free minutes is all I wanted!
In UK, when you get a contract, you get a free phone!
So we decided to do a trade,
I signed up the contract and sell him the phone!
Plus the contract that offer for BB is what I wanted!
Good isn't it? When we were discussing this in excitement,
I went and check on the website,
look what I found:
OUT OF STOCK!!!!!
The package I want is combi 25,
since I have been topping out my phone and cost me more than 30pounds,
this package comes with 700 minutes,
which made it just perfect for me,
I love talking to my mummy, thats why.
ANYWAY!
all the phones are available besides this bold!
#$@#%$@^&@*(()%^$$@#$@%@#$%@
I was so speechless,
now I have to go top up for another 15 pounds without a contract!
I tried to convince him to get another phone,
but this is like his dream phone,
so I shall continue top up and wait?!
SEE!!! Where else can you find a friend like me?!! JMS /slap
Well, If I had enough of topping up the phone,
I might get tempted to get a random phone like,
HTC Touch 2, BB curve, Sony Erricson W995,
and many other phones I can find from this service provider.
LOL

Meanwhile, another shocking news I found online is,
xiaxue is engaged! Well, a lot of people might not who she is,
but she is one of the very entertaining blogger!
She even showed off her engagement ring from her fiancee Mike on the website.
So, I showed meatball the ring,
he was like:" Oh, poor Mike, what did he just led himself into..."
LOL!
A lot of my friends around me,
get married and even one or two of them have babies!
TOTALLY FREAK ME OUT!
I mean,
We are still young? Don't we?
Right now, what we need to do is pursue our dream and breath in deeply the air of FREEDOM!
Freedom as in freed from the worries of having family, children, paying mortgage....
all those stuffs that adults rant nowadays~

I know, the moment I graduated,
all these questions will popped up from nowhere,
start haunting me to make a decision,
but,
till then,
I shall not get myself panicked.
:)

Such a long and aimless post, hehe...

love?sweet?

2009-12-09T11:55:00.000-08:00

♥

Gaga & the Queen

2009-12-08T04:14:00.000-08:00

Just some random pictures

that caught my attention.
Meatball is so obsessed with her,
keep playing the album/music all day long,
in fact when I am blogging this,
the tv is playing the concert of
Lady Gaga in the Isle of Man.
Lol.
How weird a person can be?
freaky but convincingly good with catchy tunes.

★ ☆ ✰

When Gaga meets the Royal,

She is still Gaga with her look,

but

this time...

with etiquette.

LOL.

Jealousy

2009-12-07T04:43:00.000-08:00

When I was cracking my mind in front of the laptop screen,
thinking about the formation of an argument in a sentence,
my phone rang.

★ ☆ ✰★ ☆ ✰★ ☆ ✰
That was my Mummy!
She was telling me in enthusiasm that my family members are now getting ready
for the trip to taiwan, my family as in parents, smelly Ludan Mei & bro.
but..........
NOT ME!!!!!!!!!!!
How come????!!!!!!

Sigh, while I was wishing them to have a plesant and enjoyable trip,
I was refreshing my memory when I had a working trip overthere with hui yi...
So much memories,
so much nice food,
so much shopping,
ahhhh...................................................................

Gah, enough of mind loitering,
get back to work,
coursework,
one down, two to go!

Then, is christmas BREAK!!!
I certainly need a BREAK!

p/s: baba,mummy, buy souvenir for me ok?
bro, u will be the one reading this, pass the message...:P
Ludan, no gift no phone...muahahahahahaha

SHUT UP

2009-12-06T04:57:00.001-08:00

I hate it when someone

instructing/criticizing/mocking/

making fun of other's life

when he himself

is leading

a COMPLETELY

MESSED UP

life!

Mirror yourself before you let those

bullshit words out of your mouth,

maggot!

You know what?

2009-12-06T04:13:00.000-08:00

You know what?
Sometimes, I tend to ask myself these few questions when I am troubled/puzzled.

1. What do you need to do now?
coursework? pay bills? library? preparing dinner? call mummy? email lecturer? watch tv?
The sequence will never turned out to be right, at least it gave me a rough idea what to do.

2. Who am I?
This is the question which I questioned myself the most.
A student? A daughter? An eldest sister? A friend? A soulmate? Someone's girlfriend?
or even worse, a foreigner?
It seems all these identities are given to me without me choosing/deciding them.
Therefore, when you are not able to change it, personalise/pimp it like a profile,
deciding what kind of student I want to be, what kind of daughter I want to be,
or what kind of foreigner I want to be,
and try to work on it. It doesn't seems to be too bad after all.

3. Why am I doing this?
Gosh, this is the question that plays in my mind all the time when I am annoyed/irritated by certain things. Well, there will be always a reason for an action, just tried your best and ignored whatever might distract you and get it done! Case closed.

4. Why I have to talk to her/him when I dislike this person sooooo much?
DO YOU REALLY NEED TO TALK TO HER/HIM?
If the answer is no, again, ignore, get a life.

5. Why no matter how I tried, things doesn't go my way?
Because that is life, live with it, at least you tried?! :)))

6. What my future will be? Will I graduate/get a job/get married/get kids?
The most LOL question ever. You don't even know what might happen tomorrow.
Why think sooooooooooo far? Such a brain straining job.

Sometimes I tend to think tooooo much which will drive me crazy, repeat these question and I will know thinking/moaning/emoing do not help at all.

Just make it simple.

You always need to convince yourself before you are able to convince others.
Even you are doubting yourself, shouldn't expect others will trust/believe you fully.

Well, at least I made mistake or I am not afraid of making mistakes.

Is a life, we learn, don't we?

;)

New look

2009-12-05T14:36:00.000-08:00

I changed blog's template again!

Love this one to the max,

everything is ★ ☆ ✰!

Even my blog icon,

a ☆ next to my blog name.

Cool isn't it?

Still got lotsa modify though,

shall continue after I complete

this specific coursework!!

♥

I want to go, I want to go!

2009-12-04T15:08:00.000-08:00

I really really reallllllllllllllllllyyyyyyyy
WANT TO GO!!!

The ticket is about 17 pounds,RM95
which I think is fairly reasonable
for her LIVE performance.

I've been watching lots of her
music making/singing video on youtube,
and have been looking forward/hope
to watch her live for once.

I think I might ended up going alone,
none of my friends here seem to be liking her type of music
even the meatball who are totally not convinced,
he preferred sth like Lady Gaga/Rihanna.
I like them though,
not as much as I like Imogen.

Her music is soooooo genuine,
her voice is soooooo mesmerising,
not to mention,
HER TALENT!!!!

I shall save money on groceries/shopping/whatever,
eventhough I have to go alone,
I will be there still,
Or,

Anyone want to join me?!

♥

update 1: Meatball is convinced to go!!!! He double insisted he doesn't like Gaga/Rihanna that much, is all my exaggerations. In return, I might need to watch a Luton Town Football Game.

★★★

2009-11-30T08:01:00.000-08:00

All I need now

is

concentrate,

concentrate,

&

CONCENTRATE.

crime scene examination

2009-11-22T14:04:00.000-08:00

After so much of grumbles and moans,
finally I have assessed the first crime scene examination.

This time, we got a study room that the main evidence are blood stains, fingerprints and etc.
Suprisingly, after 2 months of study, endless experiments on semen, fibre, fingerprint, footmark, bloodstain(which I used to fear the most), I became deadened.
Now, for me, there are just part of the evidence/specimen.
Although sometimes I still get confused with legal terms and scientific terms for certain words.
:p

Thats our plan, I was the sketcher!

Coming up next, tonnes and tonnes of reports, examinations...
Trust me, the word 'tonnes' in this context isn't exaggeration.

Turning into a geek soon!

Owl City

2009-11-22T11:44:00.000-08:00

My current favourite♥

Bubbly enough to cheer up this gloomy season & awful cold weather,

made me feel like I have travelled to Owatonna

and jumped around like a bouncy bunny....0_0

Hohoho, don't get me wrong and start imagining I am jumping around...-_-"

and there it is~

OWL CITY

hehe, is some very Americanized music which I doubt meatball will like it. :p

I don't care, I like, I am gonna play it loud sumore before I do my work. lol

Two tracks that I love the most are ♥

Fireflies

Hello Seattle
(a.k.a my current ringtone♥)
very catchy isn't it?
*This song does not have official music video though*

♥

Besides that I also like

On the Wing

the Saltwater Room

Vanilla Twilight

If My Heart Was a House

♥

Very very tempted to buy the album but I am not financially capable for it~ :(

♥

Moody?

Tune it on.

♥

XxX

p/s:I have added 'Vanilla Twilight' on Tunes♥, click to play~ :p

Bits and pieces

2009-11-07T16:11:00.000-08:00

I have no idea since when, when someone promised me or said something,
I started to have doubts on it. Of course, this doesn't apply to my family, my best friend, my sisters and the close one. Only to those who so called my friend or someone I just met.
I used to believe in whatever people say, eventhough it might be a lie.
Maybe I have experienced enough of these kind of FAKE people.
Like seriously FAKE. Put into another word, maybe I am not experienced enough to camouflage/protect/disguise myself.

I am not upset/depressed, is just got this odd feeling when I knew this particular person going to repeat the same disgrace stunt on me. I thought I have immuned from it. Looks like I am not thoroughly prepared. Sometimes I even feel disgusted to talk to her. I actually need to pretend/act to be her friend?!!! Completely unnecessary. I guess I have to move on.

I feel bad about my brother. Yes, I mean my family-blood-related brother. He always appeared at the wrong time in MSN and asked the wrong question when I was busy/frustruated at my work. When I am in the mood to talk to him, he is not there. I miss my sister too. My smelly Lu-Dan Mei. I seems to be missing my family all the time. :(

To be continued....

Hallo?Weennnn♥

2009-11-06T09:33:00.001-08:00

Everyone gone mad for halloween.

Despite of the

crazy street roaming at late night,

crazy dressed up,

crazy conversations,

crazy encounter

with

crazy people,

the blog gone crazy too.

with

crazy photoshopped

crazy picture.

♠

*madness*

spooky

Hallo?! Ween...

♠

p/s: Weirdness...weirdness...weirdness..

countdown

2009-10-30T03:08:00.001-07:00

10

more

days

to

♥

:)

Bargain ♥

2009-10-29T06:44:00.000-07:00

Well, my previous post seems to have hell a lot of rants,
some people even think I am having hormon imbalance,
but the great news is,
I am fine now,
completely fine.
Those rants were like ages ago.
:)

I have a lot of stuff to blog about,
sometimes I am too busy/lazy,
so it went outdated.
I have tons of work yet to be completed,
decided to blog about this
before it is too late.

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I love shopping,
but with budget.
Previously,
I shared my experience of online shopping,
now I am gonna share a brand new budget shopping experience.
For those guys out there who happened to read this post,
and said: "Nahhh..not another girly shopaholic post again.."
Then you are completely wrong,
this shopping experience was introduced by a male friend of mine instead.

He is a typical typical....lad.
He was out hunting for halloween costume,
so I tagged along together with the kepoh Meatball.
We walked in almost every single charity shop/bargain shop down Gloucester Road.

and....

guess what?!

I found a lot of hidden gems!
(not costume though)

While they were busy looking at
cheap boardgames/cutlery
/lager mug/jug/hat/costume,

I found these....♥♥♥

A purple top/dress
₤2 = RM 11
It is a top initially,
but since it is quite long for my height,
I am making it into a t-shirt dress. :)

A Boden Skirt
₤3.50=RM19
A Boden skirt in UK
normally RRP is like ₤45 ?!!!
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buy of the day

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A polyster satin scarf.
₤3.00=RM17
Cheap Right?!!!
plus I am in love
with the every single detail of it!

I literally spent like ₤8.50 pounds/ RM 47 for 3 items:
one dress, a very good quality skirt and a scarf!
Tell me, where else can I get such good bargain?!
I was smilling all the way home,
and started thinking how to match and accessorize them.

and..

I came up with these:-

(dug from what I got in my wardrobe)

♥1st♥

Classy, rugged look

An old brown top + rugged denim skirt+ scarf

+ Diesel boots

Accessories:
Bracelet, wooden bangles, hoop earring
(that charm bracelet
coincidently is cowboy themed too!)

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♥2nd♥

A more decent & vintage look

A turquoise top+lurex frill scarf
+Boden skirt

Accessories:
Hairband, bangles,cream flower studs,
bracelet

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♥3rd♥

Edgy look

A leather jacket+purple dress
+ black tights

Accessories:
Statement necklace,bangles,
stud wrist cuff
(is a free gift from Avril Lavigne's Blackstar perfume.LOL)

Ta-dah! I just created 3 diff looks from my bargain shopping!
I always believe that we have no reason to dress sloppy
just because we are poor students.
We can still look good if you are willing to put some efforts in it.
:)

Besides all those loves above, I got some other good find~

A nutshell hand book on Tort Law.
Found it from a bargain bookstore.

for ₤1.
This book costs at least ₤8 in my uni bookstore.

A black scrapbook type photo album
₤1
A pink passport holder + red heart shaped brooch
₤2
(they are for cancer research fund raising)

So much joys and excitements!!
Definitely swept away most of my grouches and grumps. :)
In addition of that, most of these shops are charity funded.
Part of your shopping goes to the fund.
You actually shop, contribute and look good!
What a shopping experience~
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I am actually typing this blog in enthusiasm
and forgotten I have some other thing to do.
I have to stop here for now.
Halloween is around the corner as well as my birthday!
More and more events=Less and less time
See ya for now!
♥

p/s: I actually saw a Harry Potter board game for ₤2 in one of the shop.
Tempted to buy it but none of my friends here know how to play this game.
I mean you need to have certain knowledge of Harry Potter to play this game.
The last time I played this game is with potter,
before I came here.
Shall I get it?
:/

Blend.

2009-10-17T14:42:00.000-07:00

I am Tired.
I often read posts of emo people that
moan and mourn about their life endlessly,
I will be like
COME ON!!! CHEER UP!!! STOP GRUMBLE!!
YOU DON'T KNOW WHATS THE WORSE YET!!!
And now, I am tired to be the person.

In fact,
I found myself changed to be
more and more annoying,
like a clown,
trying the very best to input all these so called positive values on others,
trying to carry the damn responsibility of making others happy,
trying to make those whom I care to have a better life,
trying to play my role well in being someone's daughter, sister, girlfriend, bestfriend, friends, coursemates and etc.
Yet,
failed thoroughly.

Then,
I started to be bossy,
started to nag and lecture,
started to instruct and demand,
some might say,
I started to be big-headed and controlling.
Soon,
I am turning to an irritating annoying controlling freak.

Till one extent, I don't know what to say anymore.
"Yup, that suits you!
Wah, this is so good!"
Although in my opinion might be not.
It seems my opinion doesn't matter anymore,
it seems my sincerity doesn't important anymore.

Once I read a post about masquerade,
the feeling of disguising yourself behind a mask,
oddly seems to be fitting me now.
I really need a break.
I had enough of all these chaos.
I need myself.
For once,
I need to be alone.
I had enough of being the awkward that trying to fit myself in the group,
I had enough of being the annoying 'trying to be good' freak,
I just want.....................
I don't want anything.
nothing.

Specially to you who had enough of my drama/possesive behaviour,
you can officially have a break,
me too,
for once.

Thank you.

For the first time,
I actually cried for being who I am.

2009-09-28T06:54:00.001-07:00

Can I skip this?
please....
:(

I need GIRLS ♥

2009-09-24T06:34:00.000-07:00

Yup, I need them.
Garh... desperately.

My social life now is full with hunky chunky lads.
To some girls,
it might be nice to have so many gentleman around you.
To me,
is nothing.
(can see, cannot touch. Too bad, I don't cheat)

All my girl friends are now staying at city centre
because they have graduated.
I have moved to somewhere closer to my uni.
Sigh,
and I am so away from them.
So right now,
those who are staying near me will be
Meatball and his crew.
4 Guys in total.
zzzz

I think soon I will be losing my female hormones/feminine side,
and changing to be a TB.
Everyday I am surrounded by convers like:

Boring1 : Mate, wats the game tonight?

Boring 2: ahh, Man U vs Man C.

Boring1: Down to pub?

Boring 2: could do..

* and off they went, down to the pub, and watched hours of boring football games.*

Boring 3: ahh..she is fit.

Boring 4: She looks fake..

Boring 3: Nah... girls all look fake when they have make up on..

*I was like WTH?!!Totally oblivous about me lor...Hello..I am a girl sitting here.
Don't blame them, is natural Lad's conver. I am the awkward one stuck there.*

Boring 1: I need some workouts.

Me: AHH!!! Me Too!!! Let's do zumba!!!

Boring 1, 2, 3 and 4:O_O

*Zumba is an aerobic with dance moves. What so gay about it?!*

And all the guys on earth gave the same comments about woman dressing.

Me:(Showing my new dress in excitement)What do u think about it?

Meatball: Nice. look good on u. Is it expensive?

Me:.........................................................................

*sien*

I miss all my girl friends,
my sisters,
and my bestie.

I miss all the girly girly act with them:

Manicure & nail arts

Curling hair for each other..

Set up make up theme for the day.

Get dress with same theme type of clothes.

Choosing the right pair of shoes.

AND HAVE A GREAT GIRLS DAY OUT!!!

gahhhh..
I don't want anymore PRO,
I don't want anymore Football,
I don't want anymore muscle build up,
WHY GUYS ARE SOOOOOOO BORING?!!!
(no wonder they need a girlfriend)
LOL.

To all the girls out there,
if u read this,
looking for some plain girly girls friendship
and interested to be friends with me...
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O_O
AM I THAT DESPERATE?!!!
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Yes, I think I am. Sadly.

Actually,
I have another alternative plan.
I am going to make them have girlfriends.
Then, I will befriend them!!!!!
Garh, I am so smart.

So, anyone need a boyfriend?:P

p/s: Hope things will be better when my uni start and when I got a job.
Girls, Here I come!!!!!!♥

Productive

2009-09-22T15:30:00.000-07:00

I've been very very productive today.

I registered my 2nd year courses.
Yup, I have chosen Forensic Science.
Why?! Forensic Science?
I also don't know why.
I just want to have a good qualifying law degree.
So I don't care about the non-law modules anymore.

2
I finally changed my bank account.
I got a money sucking bank account last year,
due to my noobness.
sigh.
Totally became smarter in handling my finance now.

3
I bought my Dream Hoodie.
The weather here changed.
colder and colder.
sigh...x2
So I am hunting for warm hoodie,
found one I really like with really good quality in Padstow.
But my size sold off.
For the 1st time, the size is too big for me.
( not becoz I am small, is becoz the ppl here are too BIG)
I found the branch in Bristol,
and I got it!!!
*woot*

Sigh, my fingers are actually trembling when I am typing,
too cold,
going for a hot shower,
and zzz....

Happy 21st, My potter.

2009-09-16T03:52:00.000-07:00

Happy 21st, My potter.
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Is your 21st today.
Thankyou for giving me a chance
to company your 9/21 of your life.
Without you,
I know I am no where near to be
where am I now.
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Without you,
I think I have gave up so long ago,
I have been defeated.
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You are the one,
who I can share every single secret with.
You are the one,
who can tolerate all my weaknesses.
You are the one,
who will never let me down.
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Do u still remember?
Lovers lane?
Secret Diary?
Teddy's cottage?
Potter & Weasley?
and
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this?

Happy 21st, My potter.

♥

Thoughts

2009-09-15T17:11:00.000-07:00

Well,
I don't get emotional that often.
Mainly because I don't rant or complain for tiny weeny stuff.
Once in a blue moon,
I do feel like writing down some of my emotional thoughts.
And, I have chosen today.

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I was looking at some of the pictures updated by my friend who just arrived in Bristol from Facebook. She was touring around Bristol, looked so excited yet anticipated upcoming events.
The whole scene just made me whirl back to some memories of a year ago.
Same scene,
same time,
same season
and the same fresher.

I was new to a place.
I was amused.
I was thrilled.
I was cold.
I was alone.

However,
as usual, I was hard-headed,
I knew I will be meeting new people,
I knew I will be able to withstand the horrid weather,
I knew I will be strong enough to overcome all the obstacle.
But,
I never knew it would be this hard.

After all the struts and frets I've been thru,
I no longer a tourist,
I no longer a fresher,
I no longer a noob.

The coming 2nd year,
I don't have that sort of adrenaline rush that I used to have about uni.
I think,
I am just getting tired of those dramas.

Please, 2nd year,
Please I beg u,
let me have a peaceful one,
you have FOOLED me enough for my 1st year.

*finger-crossed*

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Next week, end of my holidays, I am going back to Bristol. I need to move in to my new room though, which I am really excited about. Will decorate it as what I wish it would be, and blog about it here. :)

I am back!!!

2009-09-12T14:23:00.000-07:00

YUP,
I am back from holiday!
I've been living my past weeks near the coast/beach.
Back to the city lifestyle
somehow made me feel tensed.
LOL,
I actually miss country life.
I was spoiled with all the lovely beaches and sunshines,
and it results,
A BRAND NEW ME!!!
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I AM TANNNNNNNNED!!!!
(as dark as soy sauce/burned potatoes)
sigh....

p/s: Despite of my darkened skin, I really enjoyed every single bit of it! ♥

p/s 2:AND the sei Meatball corrected me after he read this post, said that I look more like a burnt toast!!!! *slappppp**

♥

2009-08-29T16:32:00.000-07:00

Falling in love?

Crazily in love?

Breaking in love?

No matter what love mood you are in,

embrace it,
bare it,
enjoy it,
learn it,
behold it,
because,

at the end of the day
it will lead
you to
somewhere
you will never
expected
it would
be.

♥

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Potter shared with me this version of love story
although I've seen it in livon's blog before.
Absolutely love it. Is a piano version of love story weaved
with the manly viva la vida.
The author desribed it as love story meets viva la vida.

Anyway, I am loving the harmonious blend of the melody.
So, I ripped it into MP3, for those who really like it,
can download it from here:

Love Story meets Viva La Vida

Of course, the copyright is not on me. I am just sharing it. ♥

♥

p/s: It has been a long time since I made icon collage,I made some above and hope they look good.:)

♥Recipe 1 OoohLaLa Fruit Smoothie

2009-08-29T07:42:00.000-07:00

Well, I love cooking.
In fact, I think cooking your own food is part of the enjoyment.
You can control and manipulate your food, transform a blend dish into a sumptious dish in your own way.
No more grumbles why the chef put so much salt, pepper, chili and etc...
So, I ♥ cooking, therefore I came out with few of my own recipe, or modified recipe.
For a start, I shall blog about my favourite smoothie.♥
Me and Meatball decided to name it Oooh La La for the ooze & booze it gave to chill down your hot day~
For an escape of summer, all you need is:-

All the good looking fruits above~
2 x Pear
1 x Satsuma(a.k.a Clementine/'Kam')
2 x Nectarine
1/2 x Pineapple

and around 850ml of diluted apple juice & some Ice cubes.

First of all, peel and cut the fruits into small pieces.

Before that, keep the diluted apple juice in the fridge to chill it. Any apple juice will do, I used the very economical Lidl apple juice. Dilute a small portion of it with water into 850 ml.

Next, throw all of them into the blender. I used the word 'throw' because it is more fun doing so.:p (Thank you ♥ Sam for your blender)

Then pour the diluted juice in it and....blenddddddddddd it.
Aftermath throw in some ice cubes when it looks thick, foamy and blendy. blendy?!

Next, blend it again with the ice. Then when you think it is about the right time to serve.
Throw some satsuma in.

And, blendddddddddddd it again.
The reason not to blend the satsuma at first becoz fruits like orange and lemon comes with very asidic taste and it might changed the whole juice into orange smoothie instead.
Add in the satsuma at the end will give the drink a hint of citrus taste and scent. (My♥ secret recipe)
Finally, the Smoothie is ready to quench your thirst!!
Is easy peasy and tasty, low fat too!!(for those who are very health conscious)

A HAPPY HAPPY DRINKING MAN~
Thats all for now, please try it if you really wish to have some refreshment yet not too costly.
Especially for my fellow friends in Malaysia who are having all year summer~
Nectarines might be quite expensive in Msia, so you can replace it with plum instead.
Plum looks like this:-
Can get it in a cheap price from pasar malam. Remember to peel it before you blend it !

Coming Up Next:

♥

335 days ♥

2009-08-22T03:09:00.000-07:00

We have went through up and down ,
twist and turn in these 335 days(10 months).
Well, we might not be able to predict when is our 365 days,
but at least,
right now,
our memories behold.

So, for this special day, we have special gift.
FROM HIM.♥

A delivery from States. From a website called Etsy, where they sell one and only handmade jewellery, something like a fair trade website, or in an easier sentence, an online craft market.
So, meatball saw this particular necklace when he browsed the internet(1st time on some webpage actually not related to football), and soon he found this.
he has been telling me how it resembles him and etc etc.
So I sort of like help him to set up his pay pal account to buy it.
For some reason, he doesn't go for online shopping as much as I do(:/).
So, we were expecting the arrival of postage.
And~ Here it comes!!

How sweet is this?
This is the seller signature.
A seller named Moolyart, she has a very good reputation on etsy too.
Her efficiency in shipping and money transfering was superb.
Apparently we are like her first customer which are not from the states.

Then, Tadah~
My gift, his resemble!

Is a gold bear with fur details and green eyes.
Potter said it looks more like a pig than a bear,
well this resembles him more,
coz he is beary-piggy like.
What he likes about this is,
the bear is green eyed,
just like him.
Anyway, he is happy to give,
and I am happy to accept.

I have no time to makeup or dress up to wear this necklace on,
so the coming photo will be me and bear, bare-faced.
hahaahah, I got nth to hide though.

Me, bear, glasses and his kazakhstan Tee(have been raiding his wardrobe recently)
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A contented ME!

and what doubled up the joy is,
I got a homegrown corn in between my hectic work life as a treat!

Can u see how big each kernel is?
Super sweet loh!!! yum yum~

and then thats it,
my recent updates,
get back to work!!!
♥

I am turning vege

2009-08-11T05:05:00.000-07:00

I am turning vege ♥.
Just had spinach curry with egg fried rice for lunch.
I think I had too much meat in last few weeks,
my tummy got really upset,
and more gross is,
I found a layer of oil floating on my *ehem* this few days,
I doubt is from the meat or the excessive fats in my body,
anyway,
I always love vege only meal, and don't mind eating vege for few meals,
so I am just doubled up my daily consumption of vege.
I am not vegetarian, just turning slightly vege,
I still eat meat and fish,
is just preferably vege if I have a choice.
I am turning Matt into vege lover too,
although his name is Meatball♥
(Meatball is his latest nickname)

♥vege♥

I am in love with this recently, can't get enough!
preferably from Lidl!
STRACCIATELLA YOGURT

is a vanilla yogurt with chocolate chips in it♥

okok, thats the end of my bo-liao post~hehe

♥online shopping

2009-08-07T07:03:00.000-07:00

I never experience online shopping in Malaysia.

Firstly, it doesn't have good reputation.
My friend, Huiyi experienced before and was telling me
how bad quality those materials were.
They advert really nice korean imported fashion but when you received it,
it won't be as good as the picture shown.

Secondly, we have really good malls around, why bother online shopping?
For Puchong, just 10 mins drive, IOI mall, sunway pyramid all at the corner.
Plus, walking in shopping mall, trying the clothes,
window shopping with your friends,
is one of the best thing to do.

Thirdly, the malls provide FREE air-condition service!!!
That's like the best hang out place ever in the hot weather.
Therefore, I cannot find any excuse to do any online shopping.

I experienced my first online shopping here.
Thanks to the cosmopilitan voucher.
I got a whole book of sale/discount voucher only valid for online shopping,
so thought of trying my luck,
and as the saying goes,
once u tried, never get enough.
I am totally in love with online shopping!

It is so easy, just select whatever you like, put in your bank card details,
discount voucher/sale voucher code, your address, shipping details,
ta-dah! your shopping is done.
I did my shopping in one of the famous online shopping website.
https://www.asos.com

They are specialise in online shopping, no in store service, 100% satisfaction guaranteed.
If not full refund will be given.
Therefore, I contributed my 1st time to asos.
I went to the clearance corner, coz I wanted something cheap as a trial.
My order:

Bow Front Dress & Tie Sleeve Dress
Washed Ticking Stripe Satchel in the style of Sienna Miller &
ORBIT Lace Up Canvas Pump

This website sell lotsa designer products too.
Everything after discount cost me like about 16 pounds. Good isn't it?
After that I used the same piles of voucher, moved to another website.
http://www.accessorize.com
and I got all these by using the voucher.

Labyrinth Charm Trinket Bracelet, Fairytale Eclectic Necklace,
Teeny Cameo Earrings & Multi Trim Bi Colour Stripe Flip Flops

Kinda into vintage and nautical stuff recently. ♥

3 days after, my shopping arrived!

The big black asos box.

My shopping ♥♥♥

Shoppings from asos are all in good quality. Look and feel exactly like the pictures.
Couldn't love them more!!!
Then my shoppings from accessorize. Should be free gift, coz I got them from vouchers.:)

Forgive me for the bad pictures taking but they look simply lovely in real.
Well, I didn't get pay for writing this, but just simply wanna share the fun of it.
It feels so good when the shopping arrived, unwrapping them,
and try them on. Just simply enjoyable!
I am going to wear the black tie sleeve dress with the fairytale eclectic necklace,
take a picture and post it here!

Here is my first chapter of online shopping and is simply addictive~
I think the next online shopping will be the time I received another book of voucher again~
:)

p/s: Is time for me to get back to work, must finish 2 courseworks today!!!!

His tears.

2009-08-05T12:05:00.001-07:00

I never know his tears can be so heartbreaking.
I never know his tears meant so much.
I never know his tears left me in tears.

Without realized I meant so much for him,
without realized I have been spoiled by him,
without realized he became part of me.

Wipe away his tears,
Hung the smile on his face,
Hold him tight and whispered,
baby,
I will always be here for you,
now and always.

XxX
yours.

New Layout♥

2009-07-24T05:45:00.000-07:00

I know, I know,

I keep changing the layout but hardly update.

However, it made me feel better when I see something new?

Always looking at the same thing will be bored eventually,

is the same theory of looking at the same person constantly,

will get bored as well.

Same face, same lip, same eyes, same feature,

however,

it will be different if he is someone you love! ♥

Malaysia pics~

2009-07-24T05:44:00.001-07:00

Judgmental

2009-06-24T07:06:00.000-07:00

I am back.

Back from the stage that filled with disguises,

back from the battlefield that left me with all the bruises.

I thought,

in my mind,

I am back,

finally,

to my cozy beloved.

Unfortunately, things will never be as smooth as I thought it would be.

In fact, things became worse.

From the moment I stepped out from the airport,

I was given all these viciously judgmental look.

YES, I AM HOLDING THE HAND OF A CAUCASIAN.SO?!!!

People keep giving this weird and judegmental look towards mixed race couple.

black and white, white and asian, indian and chinese, chinese and malay, malay and whatever..

as long u r not be with someone with the same SKIN TONE like u,

and it made u odd,

it made u different,

it made u the awkward.

well, I don't give a damn on those ppl who judge me, look at me weirdly coz they don't know me,

and nvr know what story I have been thru,

but sadly some ppl that have the same blood that flow under the skin like me,

judge me even worse.

As I predicted,

bringing him back will 100% confirmed get lots of voices from those rubbishy judgmental ppl,

but I nvr nvr know the words could be this hurtful.

some of them said this to my dad:

a)huh??? ur daughter got bf now, can she still study?!!!

b)aiyooo...go oversea not study meh, go find bf a?

c)aiyooooooooooooooo...ang moh and chinese the culture not ngam sure got problem one...

WTF?!!!!!

a)I am an uni student basically,

and I know what I am doing,

and I din do anything that go beyond it,

what relationship to do with the focus of study?!

If u dunno me well,

dunno my character in studies,

dunno how focus I am,

then please shut up.

If u think having a relationship during uni will distract the concentration,

then having a relationship during work won't distract lar?

or u think work is not important so can be distracted easily?!

I found it really hideous,

is the same thing what,

if u r that kinda focus person,

no matter what happened,

u can still focus,

if u r not then u won't be one.

As simple as that?!

b)Those dumbs that dunno the hard time I have endured in foreign country,

starved in the cold till cried, cried till tired and dozed off,

woke up every morning at 6 just to catch the bus in the -10 cold weather,

just not to missed every single lecture,

begged ppl to lend me notes after class coz I couldn't understand the heavy English accent of the lecturer,

all the efforts I have made,

is because to go all over there to find bf?!!!!

all the sorrows I have swallowed,

I never mourn nor grief,

so who r u to judge me?

c)The culture.

GREAT. I don't want to elaborate more about it.

I don't want to invlove any history background or whatever.

If u think mixed race won't work,

then how sure r u couple of the same race will last forever?!

there are thousands of divorce cases in the world,

are couples from same background, same culture, speak the same language,

still divorce what?

Is the character that matters, isn't it?

If he is good, even he is a handicapped,

u r happy with him,

thats enough isn't it?

Who r u to judge whether they r suitable or not?!

YES, I CAME BACK FROM EUROPEAN COUNTRY AND I MIGHT HAVE H1N1!!

So freaking pissed off about this,

people who just simply judge,

people from foreign country got this influenza,

I know it is the crisis now and everyone is worried,

but I went thru screening before I am allowed to step out from the airport.

Some of them even refuse to see me,

some of my friends are forbidden by their parents to meet me,

I am back here,

travelled 19 hours flight,

save money to buy ticket,

just to come back here to spread influenza?

I am here to meet my friends,

but dissappointly,

I am not even allowed to do so,

because people who judge me for who I am not.

Unless u r a doctor,

if not,

who r u to judge me?!

My brother told me his story about this kind of judgmental ppl,

my friend too who is in love with a person that is same sex with her have to worry day and night for being judge, being object, etc etc...

What she wanna do is just to love someone she loves?

she feel happy when she is in love with her,

who r u to judge they will never get happy ending?!

even if she did,

so whats the impact she did to ur life?!

NONE!!!

what ppl do is just keep judging ppl,

butt around other ppl buisness,

trying to prove they r the perfect.

No one is perfect in the world,

the more perfect u want to be,

the more imperfect u will be.

Being Judgemental is just gonna made u more imperfect,

coz u judge and discriminate,

while I accept and appreciate.

I am tired and sick of this type of ppl,

but I am not gonna get affected by u,

I have my own life,

and I am living it to the the fullest.

And u continue,

to find more imperfections,

and rot.

Beloved~Here I come!

2009-06-06T08:25:00.000-07:00

Just couldn't describe the fervency of excitement that rushing in my mind now.

I am going back to MALAYSIA!!!

Well it might be just Malaysia,
but is my home,
somewhere I wish to go back for past 10 months.
Lots of people have been complaining about the politics, economics and etc etc.
I even get lots of updates here too.
Well, still,
there is still my comfort zone
that I've missed for quite some time.

Things that I miss:
my family
my friends
my dooby dog
all the food
the sun(I might complain later)

I shall list out the food I want to eat:
prawn noodle(har mee), asam laksa, steamboat, chicken maggi mee goreng, char kuew teow, nasi lemak(OMG!!!I miss it like hell!!), nasi briyani, dim sum(lots of them) roti canai, tom yam.

I shall eat all the food I mentioned above if not I will refuse to go back to UK!!
haha, very determined..
After 10 months of cold sandwich lunch, I shall have some hot treats before proceeding another 2 years of cold lunch!
Feast of food!!!!!!

Well, of coz is not just food, I will be meeting my friends!!
potter especially, missing her so much although we chat almost everyday~
we have endless topic k?!
and my sisters(leng,ewa,hui yi,doreen, heather), my dun yu(if she still remember me, no news from her at all), cla, and the rest!!! I miss u all!!
I am meeting this special someone too, MR Jms.
it seems I need to make an appointment to meet him.
I have lots of plan when I am back,
finger crossed all the plans work out successfully.
One of it will be my birthday party.
well those who actually know my birthday date,
might be suprised, isn't it november?
To clear the doubts, my birthday celebration is going to bring forward,
is my 21st this year, I hope I can celebrate it with my family,
instead of spending the day all alone in the cold winter UK.
So, I will celebrate my birthday together with my sister who was born on 6th of July.
The celebration mighty be on 4-5 of July since 6th of July is Monday.
Can't wait for it~
and those who r reading this post are invited!!
Further information will be posted soon~

Besides that,
I am doing a favor for any of you who wants something here that would like me to buy and bring back to Malaysia.
Of coz, must be in budget, and after convert u still think the price is cheaper than Malaysia,
if not no point at all.
I am helping few of my friends buying perfumes, branded facial products.
There are really way cheaper than in Msia(after convert)
The rest, I think Msia is still cheaper.
For those football fans out there, if you want a jersey from ur fav club,
I can help you to get it from the sports shop, thats all.
U can't be expecting me to go far North places like Liverpool, Manchester just to go to the club shop when I am in London which is the South.
Well, I will do what I can help. :)

Few places I will be going for sure will be Ipoh, Genting Highland and Singapore.
If u say cheh, Genting, sian larrrr..
Still, I miss the place.
So, I want to go.

I am going back to my sunblock days,
going to spread sunblock like butter all over my body again.
haha, it will be fun for sure,
so many random thoughts playing in my mind now.
Just can't wait for it~

Well, I think thats all for now,
need to go to bed early,
coz I am going to Kent tomorrow~
A trip before Msia!
will update about it..
nite~

forgotten memories

2009-04-18T15:57:00.000-07:00

Watched a film named 'the notebook',
I shed my tears.
The film basically started with an old man telling a story to one of the patient in a hospital,
the story is about a girl and a boy named Allie and Noah.
I thought it might be one of those ordinary lovey dovey film,
but out of my expectation, it was more than that.
The twist of the stories, the reminiscence of the events were unforgettable.
The notebook is actually written by Allie to Noah,
to help her to remember all the memories that they used to have.

It drowned me in the thought of what could be even worse in the world other than
couldn't even remember what they have been through.
Yesterday, I just told someone to remember all the things and memories we had together even one day we are not the same anymore. This film gave me the picture of the person forgotten about me, about what we used to share, what we used to have, the sadness we used to bare together and etc. I will be devastated.

I realised and accepted the truth of people moving on in certain stage but at least, please bare me in your mind as I will bare yours. Memories will be the best thing I ever had no matter it is a good or bad.

Haiz, so many thoughts playing in my mind now and seriously confusing. The truth is going to be revealed. I doubted what the result is gonna be. No matter what, I will still love you.

If I don't,
I will remember you.
If i couldn't remember you,
I shall write a notebook like Allie,
hand it to you,
hope one day you will be able to read it out to me,
like what the old man did.

今天很想说华语

2009-04-17T17:34:00.000-07:00

好久没打华语字了，
竟然有一种莫名的生疏。
怎么了？
华语可是我最擅长的一科，
很多人认为会说会写英文才是王道，
我认为会把自己的母语学好，
是最基本的吧？
在这一个陌生的城市，
不知不觉过了半年，
也说了大半年的英文。
我不觉得我的英文进步了，
不过我觉得我离我的根越来越远。
在这里，会说自己的母语显得更重要，
不会说英文，不出奇。
不会说自己的母语，就怪了。
外国人根本无法理解不会说自己母语的人，
因为没有英国人不会说英文，
只有不会说华文的华人，
或者会说，也因为觉得羞耻之类的怪理由，
选择不说华文。
连自己都觉得母语可耻，
别人更不会尊敬你，
因为你已经迷失了自己的象征，
迷失了自己的根。

My new baby&hearts&hearts&hearts

2009-04-11T17:12:00.001-07:00

Finally,
after struggled with my old baby,
went through all the wet feet moment when it was raining,
and the feet dragging moment when tried to go up a slope,
I finally got a new one!!!
A new baby!!!!!!!!!!!
(baby is basically my boots, sth I adore a lot and can't live without in this awkward and constantly weather changing country)

my old baby:
Totally worn out. The original colour was a cute tannish brown but it turned grey. Mouldy kind of grey. Thats a hole at the back of the boots, whenever it rains, u can feel like u r walking in slime which is not appealing whenever u take off ur boots. the rubber thingy at the bottom completely gone, therefore u can feel the weight of ur dragging feet wherever u go. And I had enough, after cutting down my daily expenses and tried to save it here and there, I am off for a boots shopping!!

The result,
I got this. My new baby!!!!
------------------------------Diesel "Idol" leather ankle boots--------------------

Made of genuine leather and it comes with a warranty card. A shoe with satisfactation warranty, is new to me.0_0
However, they look so good in every single angle!!
The picture I found on the net is so small. LoL.
I was so glad that I got it!!!
I was walking a few places with Mr M ( shopping is his nightmare, the only reason he shopped with me was because he wanted millie cookie badly.), he kinda giving me the face of 'is it the last shop?'. Therefore, I thought if I couldn't find one, I just have to stick with my old baby for the 2 weeks vacation.:(
Then I found T-Reds.
I walked in and saw my new baby!!!
It was on the 'one last pair' shelf which means theres only a size of each shoe that are displayed.
The price was soooooo much marked down. I just gave it a try coz they were so cute, the size was not even my size. In fact, 2 size smaller.
Amazingly, I fitted!!! Perfectly from every single angle.
The price was much cheaper than my previous schuh boots.
Without hesitatton, I bought it!!!
Was gambolling happyly with the big t-red bag all the way back.
I was curious about the original prize and I decided to have a browse on net.
Guess what I found?
FREAKING SHOCKINGLY £189.99!!!
Is like my few months of expenses and I just pay like 1/9 of the orginal price.

Aahhhh, I just love T-reds!!
It made my day with my new baby!!!

p/s:This post may made me sound girly girlish/shopaholic/some stupid shopping post, but I just want to share the joy! Bare it~

miss her

2009-04-04T12:04:00.001-07:00

mummy :(

Distraction

2009-03-30T06:40:00.001-07:00

So many distraction...
work need to be done...

go away...............................................................................................................

would you lie with me, and just forget the world?

2009-03-18T18:22:00.000-07:00

We'll do it all
Everything on our own
We don't need anything
Or anyone.

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me
and just forget the world?

I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel

Those three words
Are said too much
They're not enough

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me
and just forget the world?

This is a song that shared by a person when I was 18.
He changed my perspective towards rock songs.
Eventually I fell in love with those songs.
This is the very first song he shared with me.
I love every single line of the lyric.

However, things happened between us.
I stopped myself from listening to it.
One of the way to ease my pain,
and runaway from the facts.

Time passed, Things changed,
even us.
I've moved on.
I've been listening to this song for the whole day,
lots of memories reminscing in my mind.

Sometimes,
I think,
If things did not happen,
maybe we will be different now,
or I shall say,
I will be a completely different person.

I won't be engaging in the problem I am facing now..
or whatever it is..

would you lie with me, and just forget the world?

Why? Am I that bad?

2009-03-18T15:12:00.000-07:00

why must I be the bad character?

why u always made me sound like the bad one?

why must u camouflage urself?

why u want others to misjudge me for who I am not?

I need a break,

my tolerance,

my patience,

my understanding,

needs a break too.

please,

stop it,

I doubt how long I can bare with this anymore..

please...

halt it.

coursework

2009-03-17T09:47:00.000-07:00

coursework, coursework, coursework,
more and more coursework...
exam, exam, exam.
more and more exam...

GREAT.

Festival of colours-The Holi

2009-03-16T19:32:00.001-07:00

Decided to blog sth other than feelings and emotional thoughts,
some updates about my recent participated activities.
I was invited by Taf to a Hinduism event, The Holi on Saturday,14 March.
I agreed and thought is time to get a pair of Shalwar Kameeze,
so I was well prepared for everything then I was told that they will be some colour throwing,
all the clothes eventually will turned out to be a piece of rag,
don't wear nice clothes, therefore I kept the Shalwar Kameeze in my closet,
went St.Nic's market and grabbed some 2nd hand top.
(All the clothes I have now I just can't bare to see them being destroyed)
Ta-da, off we go to the event!
Gathered with Faz at Debenhams with Dinkin and his mates.
Dinkin was arguing with Faz about transport till he couldn't stop even he went into the cab!
*ranting continues*
Soon, we made it.
The temple wasn't that crowded, everyone were sitting quietly on their sits,
paying attention to the host meanwhile I tried to take few pictures.Is such a bad quality picture, well I am not good in photographing~
Later on more and more camwhoring session.
eating time!!!
Everyone is served with this plate of food consisted bread, rice, dhal and etc.
chit-chattering while eating.
Soon, the event began. Everyone was throwing colour powder at each other even without knowing who they are. The chaos:-
My own portion of colour powder-shimmering pink.
The result:-

I decided to clean up my face after that because the powder started to be sticky and my skin is way too sensitive. After the cleaned up:-
Last but not least, the group pic.
It was a fun experience, I enjoyed every single bit of it.
I think from now on, I will start to blog about my life here besides the rantings?
LOL.

reborn

2009-02-26T16:21:00.000-08:00

Sometimes,
when a person walked till certain stage of their life,
they will be undergoing a rebirth, a renewal of their life,
that we named reborn.

I think I am reaching this stage soon.
I was oblivious of my surroundings,
I trusted everyone around me in order they will do the same to me.
But for the matter of fact, life is cruel, social circle is complex.
Especially when you travelled to a foreign places,
the more you will see.
You will never understand what you may encounter
until you went somewhere totally novel to you.

Sometimes, they are being so lovely to you till you believed they are real,
Sometimes, they are being so caring till you believed you are at home,
all these are sometimes,
most of the time they gave you this feeling of alienation that you are not belong to them,
they gave you this feeling of dissappointment when you need someone to be there.
No matter how fancy the world out there,
how perfect the moonlight or how fascinating the scenery is,
there are no where compared to home.

I chosen for once,
to ignore the brand new place that I've been for almost half a year,
ignore the sweet talks, ignore the actings, ignore the disguises,
I was here all alone when I first came here,
I've been perfectly alright,
why not I do the same thing again?
Go back to the beginning.
miss you potter~

I rang my best friend, potter midnight the other day.
I missed her, so much. so so much....
I find excuses to ask her something,
actually I just want to hear her voice,
a voice I misses so much,
the rants I used to have,
the shelter I used to run to when I am in trouble.
Just want to tell her, no one can ever replace her,
our 9 years friendship.

I am not regretted for travelled so far,
so far away from home,
I grew up a lot, maybe I shall say,
I am exposed a lot to the crucial of the reality.
Just sometimes I wished to go back to my old times,
wondering about pixies, fairies and all the nonsense that adult believed they are,
just for once...

Reborn,
is such a good word,
reborn from the circle of life?
Maybe I should say I am moving on another stage
but holding firmly on my root,
on the stuff I used to believed in,
on the people I used to loved
and still loving them.

I am still the same old one,
but with brand new mindset,
and stronger determination,
in this exotic foreign land.
XxX

no air

2008-12-23T14:11:00.001-08:00

How to breathe without air?
have u ever tried the feeling of gasping for air?
my best friend's favourite song is No Air.
Last time when she sent me,
i tot it is a nice song,
thats all.
but when u really listen to the lyrics,
or say in this way,
when u r in the condition,
u will understand wats the meaning of no air,
u can breathe physically,
but not mentally,
ur whole body like functionless,
like waiting for rain in the drought,
hopeless, dismair and dissappointed.
u know u r not suppose to be into it,
therefore u tried ur best to avoid the territory,
but the more u tried, the more u r deep into it,
till the stage u can't breathe anymore,
u can't move anymore, can't react anymore,
yet u still refused to get up.

ur mind, soul is totally controlled by the emotion,
no matter how realistic u used to be,
u will still be fantasized by the temptation.
When u r trying to get rid of it,
it will just pull u back.
Is like u r running to the end of unknown,
pushing urself to the edge of the cliff,
but still can't hold urself back.

U want a definite answer,
an end to all these,
u wish to be freed,
but another part of urself want to be remained.
U want a halt for all the rubbish,
but u can't.
U looking and hoping for a miracle,
but u failed.
U waited for some rarity,
but u got dissappointed,
yet after all these struts and frets,
u r still stuck in the same old place.

I guess,
this is because,
u r no longer urself,
not anymore,
when u feel u r breathing without air.

trash

2008-11-25T17:01:00.000-08:00

When u want something,
u will try ur very best to get it,
do whatever u can,
just to get it.

Once u got it,
then it became a trash,
worthless,
useless,
not important anymore.

Am I a trash now?
i wonder,
maybe i should believe in reality,
a trash is a trash,
accept it,
and stop fantasize around.

~HOPELESS~

whatever it is

2008-11-15T11:03:00.000-08:00

As the title,
whatever it is,
is rubbish,
is nonsense,
the whole thing doesn't make sense,
hate it though,
I will get a life then,
get yours then.

Sunflower

2008-11-10T16:24:00.000-08:00

Supposed to do my seminar work now,
but have to blog about this before I forget.
9.11 was my bday.
The bday eve was sucks,
or shall I say supposed to be sucks?
I was so freaking emo coz missed my family & friends way too much,
then my friend called me for dinner,
so when I got down with my pomegranate,
they were start preparing their salmon dinner.
I was so moodless,
they all keep asking me what happened to me and etc,
what can I say?
Misses my family in bday eve?
I just tried to smile and said I'm alright.
Soon they forget about it.
Then a group of friend came,
and started the game,
the king game,
most terrible game I ever played.
I have to lick the toilet bowl, drink whisky+pepper+tumeric and etc..
It was so crazy, but I feel nth, even better I tot of get drunk and go back to sleep,
so even it passed 12,
I won feel anything.
Halfway the game,
a group of ppl stormed in,
I didn't realise it has passed 12,
they came in with cake and pressie,
and M came in with a bouquet of sunflower.
I was so damn shocked,
stunned, still, couldn't react,
till Sin Mei asked me to take the flower.
I feel nth that time,
just shocked,
and they continued the crazy games,
more and more crazy stunts came out.
The whole bday celebration was in shock, spent in games and chaos.

Now, after recovered from the chaos and etc,
I stare at the sunflower,
thinking what I can do with it.
I helped so many ppl to buy flowers for their lover and stuff,
and received some before,
but this is the 1st time I received sunflower, my fav.
Part of the reason is,
is not cheap to buy sunflower in Malaysia,
and is hard to find here, in UK.
For ur information,
Bristol has been raining for few weeks,
without sunshine,
so to find a blooming sunflower is not that easy.
Thinking about the person who gave me the flower,
just a sudden feeling like,
am I supposed to feel happy with it?
estatic? overjoyed?
My friends said,
sunflower leh, ur fav..
should be happy..
But just dunno why,
it lead me to an unknown feeling,
a complicating one,
Oh, I hate the feeling tho..
the feeling of uncertainty,
can someone tell me what is it?
and what can I do to get rid of it?

xxMy bday was not that bad after allxx

My Birthday Eve

2008-11-08T12:11:00.000-08:00

Tomorrow is my birthday, tonight is my birthday eve. The week before, my housemates were busy planning birthday party for me, but it didn't work out because we are running out of time. Besides that, I am lazy of having a party. Lots of them asked me what am I planning for my bday tomorrow, I said no plan, maybe stay at the house for the whole day.

I have a bunch of lovely friends here, keep asking me what I want for my bday. Then I said, can I have a flight ticket back to Malaysia? They were so speechless. I knew it is impossible, is just I misses my family, especially my sister and my mum. My sister wrote on my facebook wall today, wished me happy birthday and said she is sorry coz dun have any present for me. My feeling is down again, the feeling of emptiness filled me once again. I am in UK for 2 months now, not even once I get to talk to her, God knows how much I miss her. Most of my friends here don't have this kind of feelings, maybe this is because they are going to be here for 1 year, unlike me 3 years or maybe if they have a family like mine, then they will know how much me, my sis and my mom bonded to each other. I miss those time my sis jumped on my bed, waked me up and talked to me, I miss her a lot a lot. Esp. my bday, she will be the 1st one to remember it. Whenever I am sad, she will be there for me no matter how. Although she is much more younger than me, but she is mature enough for me, I just can't describe how proud am I of her.
卤蛋妹，姐姐很想念你，你知道吗？
怎样都不可以忘记我，
知道吗？
I am so afraid after 3 years, when I go back to Malaysia, she don't remember me again, or we won be that close like last time. I broke my promise, I promised her I will bring her to go and watch HSM3, whenever I saw the ad, it reminds me of her, I just feel so upset about it, no words can describe how much I misses her...:(

Today is my bday eve, some of them in Malaysia have wished me. Thank you leng, hui yi and my dearest potter. Without u gurls, my bday will never be the same. I miss you gurls a lot, seriously a lot, my passed bday celebration were good because of you gurls, now I am so far apart from you all, I will keep the memories in my mind and try to cheer up somehow.
Potter, din get to tell u all these in msn or skype, I miss you, potter.
1st time my bday without meeting you, my best friend.
I don't want any gift, any party, I just want to meet my friends again.
I don't care eventhough no cake, no suprise,
a casual hang out in mamak will be my best bday gift.
Leng, Hui yi, my sis, love you all, hope you all stay happy and healthy,
wait for me to be back and reunion again, k?
dun yu, you will always be the 1st one to wish me in the midnight, but this time won be the same, isn't it?
everything is so diff,
everything is so odd...

Today is my bday eve,
I have no expectation, nth for tomorrow.
Just have this empty feeling that drowned me...
I miss you guys,
seriously I do..
:(

Just some words..

2008-11-05T13:55:00.001-08:00

Haha, sometimes I wonder,
what are we waiting for?
When u have no expectation towards something,
then they will be nothing for u to look forward for,
am I right

Life here is not that easy as I thought,
life which is too happening doesn't sounds right sometimes,
maybe once a while I should lead a peaceful life?
Away from all the struts and frets, chaos and etc.

I have coursework to submit tomorrow,
but I am still slacking around,
last time I always think ppl who do work last minutes and keep complaining are nuts,
but now I am one of them,
last time I used to give superb(I mean it! Superb!) advices for ppl on relationship,
now none of them seems to be work on me,
Is easy to see stuff as a third party,
because you are not involved,
mentally and physically,
Is easy to judge something by thoughts,
but is hard when u have to apply it.

I decided to SHUT UP.
mind MY OWN business.
FOCUS on the right thing.
lead a NEW life.
YEAH!!!
a new life..
I wanted it so badly..
lol..
I AM MAD.

let it be

2008-11-01T18:26:00.000-07:00

Thanks for all the things you've done to me,
I know it is pretty sweet and stuff,
but things doesn't seems right?
isn't it?

Is it too fast?
or is it too slow?
or is it because of the hesitation?
or is it because of me?

My hesistations,
my thoughts,
my doubts,
it just doesn't seems to help
for the entire thing.

Should I feel jealous when u r gonna date somebody?
Should I feel angry when u neglected me?
Should I feel happy when u said u like me?
Should I feel love when u kissed me?

I just don't know what shall I do,
is hard to move on,
I just dunno why?

It is not just a game,
but with lots of mind manipulation,
soul and soul connection,
and more.

I think I will let it be,
let it be at the right place it thinks it would be.
Am I right?
I hope so.

Manipulation

2008-10-28T14:33:00.000-07:00

Is it a game?
see whos the winner?
that will manipulate another?
what is all these?

what should i do?
move on?
let go?
why not u just tell me..
cut it off..
then everything will be alright..
perfect like before..

I wan my life back..
just give it back to me?
please?
Is not too much..
isn't it?
what i want is so simple..
why is it sounds so hard?

To find some one u love
who loves u as well?
Love still exist?
if yes..
where is it?
can someone lead me?

I don't want mind game anymore,
is so tiring..
Am I too sensitive?
or u r the one?
what is all these about?
Don't treat me like a toy?
please..

I wan to cut it off
and I will..
But I am not tired yet.
not till the stage of exhausted.
Want to have some game?
Bring it on.
See who is the manipulator.

Why is it so confusing?

2008-10-27T15:24:00.000-07:00

Move on?
Let go?
Pretend nth happened?
WTH?!

I have decided to let it go..
but why is it still bugging me?
What is all these about?
What kind of situation is this?

What am I to you?
Some trials?
Some pranks that u can play on?
Some pitstop?

Get a life,
my friend,
I will get mine as well..
Lets pretend nth happened?
and move on?

Why is it so confusing?
why?

Get over it, wonuoytuoba

2008-10-13T13:07:00.000-07:00

Never knew it could hurt this much,
the song I used to love the most,
seems to be hurt me the most,
hurt because of what?
I wonder...

Empty hope,
looking for some empty miracle,
looking for some impossibility that impossible will happen,
looking for something which will never happen to me,
Is just a miraculous move..

I should have wake up,
from all these endless dream,
how long should I hold all these?
Days?Months?Years?
Why is it so hard..

No more peeking,
no more waiting,
no more pretending,
no more hoping,
for you...

All the smiles,
all the looks,
all the laughters,
all the connections,
Is all gone...

Why everything seems to be so hard?
Why can't make things easily?
Why can't miracle works?
Why can't I forget all these?
I am too weak...

It is so heart piercing,
It is so mind disturbing,
It is so soul killing,
It is so hard for me,
to do this...

I wonder,
Is just a move,
why it is so hard
for u?
Is all gone,
I am too weak,
to do this.

~MiRaClE NeVeR HaPpEns~

The missing patch

2008-09-24T09:26:00.000-07:00

Yeah, I'm in UK now..
I am supposed to post stuff about the magnificent views here and etc..
but I have to post this right now,
coz I have found my missing patch.

Travelled to a new place,
met new people,
faced new experiences,
everything is brand new,
you will never know what might happen next.
This might sound cool,
but soon I found I am losing sth,
the missing patch.

Everyday on my way to Frenchay,
in the bus,
I will be staring out of the window,
wondering what am I missing.
I got new friends,
new housemates,
enough food,
exciting activities,
what am I missing?

Till my sis sent me a pic today,
I found it,
the missing patch.

My mom and my sis.
I dunno how are them now,
I hope they are alright,
please God, I beg u,
please make sure they are alright,
I cried once I saw the picture,
I missed them a lot, a lot.
If this is what homesick means,
Yes, I am.
Miss you, mummy and lu dan mei.

Taiwan Day 1

2008-08-17T08:59:00.000-07:00

This post is about my trip to Taiwan with Hui Yi.
There are way too many pictures and activities,
therefore I have divided the post into several days.

Departure
We reached KLIA airport about 2pm.
We had plenty of time before the departure,
so we spent the time by taking pics at KLIA.

We with our hand carry~

Another shot~
Then we checked in and anxiously waiting for the flight to take off.
This was the 1st oversea trip for us~
About 3pm, the flight took off.
We killed the time by watching movie and soon our flight meal came.
The food was way delicious than we thought it would be.
Enjoyed it~ yum yum!!

Hui yi's chicken rice and my fish noodle. I am a fish lover***
Served with bread ,dessert and salad too.

The scene outside the window~~~

Arrival
By 7pm we reached Taipei Tao Yuan International airport,
we took 'ke yun' aka bus express to Taipei Main Station.
At there we took MRT to our hostel location-Xi Men Ding.

One of the scene atTaipei MRT~
We reached XiMenDing by 9pm as we predicted.
But we checked in our hostel by 11pm.
Wonder why?
Thanks to my travel partner, HUI YI!!!
She wrote the address
27, #113, Kun Ming Street, Taipei.
Therefore, we held this address and asked all the Taiwanese around.
They were very helpful and offered to help us.
However, none of them could lead us the right way.
Then we met one auntie who was selling Taiwan steamboat.
She claimed that no hostel with the number 27 at Kun Ming Street.
Thats the time we realized we held the wrong add.
The actual address:
2F, #113, Kun Ming Street, Taipei.
I was so speechless and kept staring at Hui Yi.
She stood there and responded me with her signature innocent smile.>_<
After 2 hours of traipsing at Xi Men Ding with our luggage,
we were pretty tired.
We finally checked in and unpacked.

Our lavender themed hostel room
Although all the shop at Taipei closed by 2am,
but we do not have the energy for more rambling,
so we bought some food from 7-11 and rushed back to hostel.
7-11 at Taipei is like a food heaven.
You can found lots of food like
Japanese bento,Taiwan bento, Sushi, Grilled meat,
'guan dong zhu'(sth like a small steamboat),
soup, spaghetti, western & korean food and even herbal egg!!
There are also lots of drinks with real cute packaging.
We were in dilemma choosing it.
Our selection:

Mine: sour plum green tea(craving for one that time),
ham+teriyaki sandwhich and corn soup.

Hui Yi's: One drink with farenheit packaging( So obvious she bought it for that)
and one huge sze chuan spicy pao.
We faced an incident while we were making our payment at Taiwan 7-11.
As usual, we made our payment.
The shopkeeper returned our change.
What next?
For Malaysian, usually the shopkeeper will pack our stuff in a PLASTIC BAG and hand it over.
Therefore, we waited for him to do so.
Thats the time, he said:
Shopkeeper: Miss, do u need to buy a shopping bag?
US: Shopping bag?!
Thats the time we saw an auntie next to us start putting all the goods into her own bag.
For Taiwan shopping u need to bring a SHOPPING BAG~
Therefore, we carried the goods with our hand and run back to hotel.
After the meal, we watched some Taiwan tv programmes and slept.
The Next Day
The 1st morning at Taipei.

Bus with Taiwan artist picture on it.
We had our breakfast at XiMenDing.
Local Taiwan dish.
'Chi Rou Geng'

Is like a form of squid+minced meat mixture in a fish cake shape.
With bamboo roots and more ingredients.
Very tempting and yummy!!

It served with this hand made noodle with special sauce on top.
Miss the taste of it..awww..

With this super spicy chili oil, we tot it is just some normal sambal.
But it is in the total opposite.
You can feel your tongue is burning while eating it.

1st Spot- Chiang Kai Shek Memorial Hall
Basically, this is a backpacker trip planned by us.
Hui Yi said this is a must go spot in Taipei.
We took MRT to 'xiao nan men' and get down there.

A random shot of me reading map,
map is sth so important for us that time.
We reached!!

We went there during summer.
Taiwan's summer weather was freaking hot!!!
3x hotter than Malaysia's.
We kept spending money on drinks.

We and our drinks~

2nd Spot- Dan Shui
Dan Shui is also known as the famous spot where most of the Taiwan dramas are filmed.
It is a pretty place with picturesque views and delicious food.

Dan Shui Station

Fancy game stalls

A cute signboard that we found!

Opposite Dan Shui is Yu Ren Ma Tou
where most of the Taiwan concerts are held.

More and more shop!!
We bought a 250ml pearl milk tea for TWD 25 ( about RM2.80)
and we couldn't finish it!!!
TOO MUCH OF PEARLS!!!
Normally at pasar malam we will hope the tauke give us more pearls.
This is the total opposite.LOL

We ate lots of food included these:-

Tauhu Fa + glutinous rice balls+ yam balls+etc etc..

Sour plum water.
But they called it suan mei tang ( sour plum soup)
I still wonder why is soup?!

Ah Gei- It might looked distractive in this picture
but the taste rocks!!
Is like a mixture of different kind of meat and
wrapped by Tao pei(Tauhu skin).
It covered by some sauce which tantalized your taste buds.
Served with tong fen too!!

BB gas drink + Ice cream that made
from yogurt(forgot it's actual name ;p)

Some fried sea food sold along with the fish crackers.
(Forgive my oily face and messy hair >_<)

The famous Ah Po Tie Dan-
(Preserved eggs with various flavour)

Last but not least,
The famous fish ball
The texture is like Fu Chow fish ball but the taste is different.
There are still plenty of food we haven't tried
because we were running out of time.
Therefore, we bought some souvenir and left Dan Shui.

3rd Spot- Miramar
One of the famous spot in Taipei
with its remarkable eye of Taipei.

I was fear of height, therefore I didn't join Hui Yi.
I know I sound pretty coward huh?

The brave Hui Yi!!*clap clap*

I was waiting for her down there,
checking our next destination.

Sunset at Miramar.
Before that, we went for a tea at Sushi Express.

The spokes models -
Hei Se Hui Mei Mei (New Name: Hey Girl)

Love the food there!!

The steamed egg and seaweed fish soup are F.O.C~

We ate few plate of sushi.
Picture above:
Abalone sashimi served with salad~(TWD 30)

Before we left Miramar, found this gigantic bowl of noodle.
Cam-whored with it~

~Goodies of the day~
The day ended with a stroll to the famous Shi Lin night market.
Haha.. gonna blog about is at the next post.
too tired for now~
*Good night*

*Coming up next*
Shi Lin night market

Taipei city hall, Shin Kong Mitsukoshi Dept.store and etc

If u noticed, I became darker..>_<

~More and more pics~

Farewell

2008-08-14T10:17:00.000-07:00

1st of all,
Introducing one of the most important character in my life~
Ning.
She is from Kedah and staying at Penang currently.
From my play pal till my besties now.
*Ning*

I wish to meet her before my departure, therefore I paid a visit.
Met up with her at Penang Jetty then she drove me to her college to wait for my cousin sis~
*Heather Seed*

This poor girl actually drove for more than 1 hour trying to find Ning's college.
Feel sad for her..feel sad for the petrol..and also feel sad for me..
I actually waited in front of the college for more than 1 hour with my luggage.LOL
Then she arrived with a sick look*feel so pity for her*

Heather: Jie, u know what? i actually passed by here a lot of times ler...

Me : What? Then how come u din notice it?

Heather: Coz i couldn't see the signboard
(the signboard of the college is quite hidden)

Me : But..but u can see me ma..
I was standing like a statue in front of the college.

Heather: I dunno she was you...

Me : ....................................

After the circumstance, me, Ning, Heather, Eva and her dar went for a drink at Gurney.
Went in a shop named 500CC, had some meal then walked off.
Accompanied Heather for her ear piercing.
I don't remember is her 6th/7th, whatever it is, it still looked scary and painful for me.
I still remember what Eva said after the ear piercing,
Eva: Is it the more stud u pierced, the more aces u will get?
Heather proudly said yes!!(She is a top scorer)
OMG! Then i rather failed my exam.>_<

Then, we went Ning's house for sleepover.
Her mom prepared a luxurious steamboat dinner for us.
Luxurious, I mean it. Eva should know it better tho,
she finished almost half of the seafood. :p
We had a walk around her house area and reached home about 11pm.
Soon after that Eva and her dar fell asleep.
Me and Ning had some chat and fell asleep too.
Due to the insufficient rest I've been facing past few days,
my eye bags and dark circles became worse.
Still, we cam-whored like nobody business.

The next day, we went back.
It was a simple trip but meant a lot for me.
How I wished there are more than 24 hours a day,
then we will manage to finish our incomplete chat.
I know I am gonna miss her soon.
I really hope and pray she will lead a good and happy life.
Stay pretty and cheerful like she always does.
No matter how far we r apart from each other,
I will support u no matter what~

Farewell, my dearest friend, Ning.

More and more pics of us.

Really serious eyebags.*sniff sniff*

Swollened face me and her sis, Qiu.

The sisters while waiting for the bus to arrive.

End of the post today, tomorrow need to run few places tho.
Note: RUN, not WALK!!

Coming up next~
A post I should have posted long time ago~
*Taiwan Trip*
It is gonna be a loooooooooong post~^_^

Me and Hui Yi in Taipei MRT.

Our Hostel location-XiMenDing!

Mess

2008-08-12T23:05:00.000-07:00

Lots of ppl have been telling me to start a blog..
but Iam kinda sick of all these electronic stuffs..
since I've been facing forum almost 20 hours a day.
At last,I started one due to my no longer bottled up thoughts and feelings.

I have been facing lotsa dynamic changes in my life recently.
Gone thru lotsa diff experience and challenges.
Have to make lotsa big decision, and really hate it.

As a 20 years old teen/youth(i dunno which one should i categorized in),
I am doing stuff which don't matches my age.
Aren't I suppose to be studying now?
Worry about exam?
Thinking about my bf?
In opposite, I am running in and out bank daily, typing tonne of letters, facing different clients and problems, watching the rises and falls of currency.
WTH?! Aren't these suppose to be my parents job?Or somebody elder than me?

Maybe this is nth much for some of the ppl,
but honestly I am really tired of it. Very very tired of it.
For my future, income I have to do it no matter what.
Can't wait for my uni life!!!
I want to be freed!!

My uni life will be a another prob tho.*sniff sniff*
Whatever it is, I am really leading a messy life. Very messy one indeed.
Every morning when i got up, my mind filled with schedules, works and I have to decide which one should I complete.

The consequences of my messy lifestyle would be my messy room:-
I have been nagging cla for hers yet I am having one.
My room was never this messy before.

This place used to be my fav. spot and now full with junks.

Mess..MEss..MESs..MESS!!!!

After this, I bet no guys want me~ LOL..

Parcels from Taiwan, my luggage=MY ENDLESS WORK

I know somehow I must take the initiative to clean my room
since my sister's piano is moving in my room soon.
Certainly it will return to the actual condition it should be.
Just wonder how long does it take?
Not only my room but also my life.
I wonder..

*Recent pic*
Me and my cousin Heather at Penang!
Will update about it soon!!

Get Mad,Get Over It

唉

always

累了

Ingrid Michaelson "The Chain" (Lyrics)

Mountain And the Sea Ingrid Michaelson

recognition

yellow

家

๑۩۞۩๑

๑۩۞۩๑

♥

♥

recurrence

Ms. Nice?!

ღ

*Highlights* Jan & Feb

Smile :)

What type of couple you are?

我会的。。

thought of the day

2010 updates

One more to go~

love?sweet?

Gaga & the Queen

Jealousy

SHUT UP

You know what?

New look

I want to go, I want to go!

★★★

crime scene examination

Owl City

Bits and pieces

Hallo?Weennnn♥

countdown

Bargain ♥

Blend.

I need GIRLS ♥

Productive

Happy 21st, My potter.

Thoughts

I am back!!!

♥

♥Recipe 1 OoohLaLa Fruit Smoothie

335 days ♥

I am turning vege

♥online shopping

His tears.

New Layout♥

Malaysia pics~

Judgmental

Beloved~Here I come!

forgotten memories

今天很想说华语

My new baby&hearts&hearts&hearts

miss her

Distraction

would you lie with me, and just forget the world?

Why? Am I that bad?

coursework

Festival of colours-The Holi

reborn

no air

trash

whatever it is

Sunflower

My Birthday Eve

Just some words..

let it be

Manipulation

Why is it so confusing?

Get over it, wonuoytuoba

The missing patch

*Taiwan Day 1*

Farewell

Mess

Highlights Jan & Feb

Taiwan Day 1