always

I am back on blogging,

for myself,

just to speak to myself more often.

Not many flourish languages,

not many extravagant usage of vocabs,

just simple lines....

Something that hasn't changed since young,

I always question myself,

where am I from? Why am I here? Who am I?

why am I doing this? Why I have to do this?

Why am I a human? and such...

I know it sounds silly but don't you ever wonder why?

I do wonder why...

But I am not going to spend my days on asking or seeking the reason behind it..

I will be missing out so many other beautiful happenings in my life..

I presumed that is what life supposed to be?

You can never predict what it is going to happen?

I am a planner.

I planned everything in advance...

this is the main reason why I am always exhausted....

I am always disappointed when things don't live up to my expectations...

I am always eyeing on another opportunity before I managed to grip the current firmly..

Hence I am always juggling on so many things...

I am just tooo scare...or fear of unpredictability..

as all I want is a stable life...

I once heard an old woman said:

" life can never be too stable, if it is too stable, that won't be a life..."

well, I kinda adapted a whole new meaning of looking at matters..

stop getting soooo uptight on every single thing...

Good news,

I am back on reading storybooks.

For once I am reading something non-academic or law related.

It brought me back to those olden days,

brought me back to the old me...

Have been listening to this song quite a lot lately...

love it <3